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Behind Blue Eyes
04.18.04 (8:58 am)   [edit]
behind blue eyes


no one knows what it’s like
to be the bad man
to be the sad man
behind blue eyes
and no one knows
what it’s like to be hated
to be faded to telling only lies
chorus
but my dreams they aren’t as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that’s never free
no one knows what its like
to feel these feelings
like i do, and i blame you!
no one bites back as hard
on their anger
none of my pain woe
can show through
chorus
discover l.i.m.p. say it (x4)
no one knows what its like
to be mistreated, to be defeated
behind blue eyes
no one know how to say
that they’re sorry and don’t worry
i’m not telling lies
chorus
no one knows what its like
to be the bad man, to be the sad man
behind blue eyes.


 
Bad Memories
04.18.04 (8:45 am)   [edit]
u know when u do sumthin really dumb? And u alwayz remember it and u just want 2 stop. Well this happens 2 me like evry ten seconds. And all u fucken ppl rnt helpin callin me stupid, and sumtimes u just dont get that ure as dumb as me. U never realize it, and u just keep thinkin im dumb and ure all smart. And dince ure my fucken friend, I dont go over there and punch u in the fucken face for all this shit that u putten me thru. And i know if i do go there an punch u, u still wont get it becuz ure that dumb
 
Girls
03.21.04 (8:31 am)   [edit]
You know what I dont get? [b][u]GIRLS[/u][/b] Seriously,I dont get them. All the girls I like Im nice to. But, the thing is they never want a boyfriend. Its so annoyin, and if they like you they already have a boyfriend. It pisses me off. Becuz I tell all the girls I like that I like them. And some like me back, but theyre either involved with someone or they dont want a boyfriend. Im that close to getting one that is nice, fun, hot ,and has a great personality; but I dont get her. :?: :?
 
So weird
03.21.04 (8:04 am)   [edit]
Hey can you tell me if this has happened 2 u?
Ive liked this girl Bess for so long, but shes goin out with TJ. So, I wait and wait, but when she finally breaks up with him i dont want to go out with her anymore. It pissed me off, cuz i really like her and then I dont like her anymore. I dont know what happened. But it kinda of goes on and off. Sumtimes i like and sumtimes i just dont feel it.
 
You Chose Wrong, by Alex Rossi
03.20.04 (7:27 pm)   [edit]
molestation
infestation
of the sad nation
into your pure mind
it takes up all your time
to rape it from your mind
all you have is you ryhme
to stop you from losing yourslef
once again
your feelings obtrude
a have to be amused
your left feeling confused
you lost all you have to lose
it was you right to choose
and
you chose wrong
 
Ive Had Enough, By Alex Rossi
03.20.04 (7:26 pm)   [edit]
You alwayz fuck with me
like i dont care
but you know
im so fuckin rare
no one like me is out there
so when im gone
no one to fuck around with
to take all your shit

My hatred is buildin up
Finally I had ENough
And you wonder why I snap
becasue its that thing you do
the thing you know i hate
that you constantly do
and now your sorry
well im sorry too
because you know how i feel
all my hate for you
emotionally and physically too
 
Listen To Me, Alex Rossi
03.20.04 (7:26 pm)   [edit]
you never listen to me
goes thru one ear
and out thee other
for god sakes your my mother
you need 2 listen to me
im your repsponsibility
to care for and nurture
but it feels like torture
i need you to listen to me
PLEASE
but it goes right thru u
i need you now
and im goin to get you sumhow
to listen to me
 
Smoke too much weed, by alex rossi
03.20.04 (7:25 pm)   [edit]
Live my life day by day
cant remember anybodys name
smoked too much weed when i was young
it made me dumb
but now im done smokin weed
trust me kids you dont want to end up like me
bein a bum
livin on the streets
 
Wate of Time, Alex Rossi
03.20.04 (7:24 pm)   [edit]
Took my time to help you
sort things out
help you out
and now you shoved it in my face
like you didnt care
i wasted my time for yeh
now ure there
absolutely nowhere
 
Waited Too Long , by Alex Rossi
03.20.04 (7:23 pm)   [edit]
I waited to long
for you to come around
now your gone
gone far away
i need sumthing
to take away the pain

all this strain
hopefully you dont feel the same
in evry single way
going by evry day
thinkin of what it wud be like
if u wernt away
well its time to say
good day
for your not real
in evry single way

"u like that verse or this verse bettr?"

evrytime i think of you
it rains
all this stress
i just need to rest
so you can go back
into my dram
i thought we were a team
but u never showed up
 
Songs
03.20.04 (7:21 pm)   [edit]
Ive created a few songs and poems and since i havnt wrote in here for a long time. I wud like to post them, and share em to people. If you want to be in a band with me right now im lookin for a drummer ,bass and maybe another guitarist. If you like the songs or wanna talk 2 me about the band email me at alexrossi@ocmcast.net
Ive just thought of these in like 20 seconds so there pretty gay , short , dum
plese email me ure comments more comin soon!
or
post ure comments either way is fine
 
Relationships
03.20.04 (7:20 pm)   [edit]
Im so pissed this past month. Evrybody is like getting in2 all my relationships and are like who you like and stuff. I just want them 2 leave me alone sumtimes. Its ok if im telling them who i like, but thats all the people i trust and i know wont tell people. I mean if i like a girl i just go straight out and tell em, but if i like a girl like a lot i will be really shy. I mean like this whole month evrybody is askin me so do you like Alina? and im like ahhh who the hell r u? why the hell u askin what the hell? i mean leve me a lone. Its already hard enough when you go through skool and evrywhere u go u c ppl makin out and with their gf. I mean comon stop ure in skool for god sake. Its ok but u dont have 2 do it all the time. And why the hell do girls want so many damn gifts
 
Messed up my biological clock
03.20.04 (7:20 pm)   [edit]
Man i need 2 stop sleepin during the day and shit! i swear i sleep for like ten hours when i get home. I came back from skool yesterday at like 6 just chillin with ppl. Then i goto sleep until 1 o clok and i wake up and cant get 2 sleep anymore. I didnt even have dinner cuz im tired as hell.
 
Girlfriend
03.20.04 (7:19 pm)   [edit]
Man i hate havin a girlfriend. I dumped the one in england then gotta new one she was even worse. AAAAAH!! I fucken broke and she wants me 2 buy her shit. Okay for christmas and new years maybe but not a like evry week. man evryy girl i go out with is talking about how we dont got out much. Comon maybe cuz there is nothin 2 do in Maryland and maybe if ure parents wernt such assholes and scared of every fucking thing then we wud be able 2 go out we wud be able 2 do shit we wud be able 2 actually talk in person. Girls alwayz give me shit! thats why i like being single. only if i had a girlfriend that didnt want girfts and crap. And CUD ACTUALLY GO OUT! everybody is afraid of their kids goin out 2 the movies with a girl , i mean its already bad enough most girls i know cant go out with guyz but i mean u even have 2 get a ride from ure parents. U KNOW WUT THAT MEANS NO MAKIN OUT IN THE BACK SEAT! yea u know wut im talkin bout vince. Man! too many niggas not nough hoes too many rookies not enough pros. U preach it ludacris
 
Why does everybody think I'm popular?
03.20.04 (7:17 pm)   [edit]
I mean come on. I think im pretty popular, but not that much. Come on Vince u dont need 2 envy me. Even if i was popular its not really the way i want it 2 be. When u think about popular who do come 2 thinkin about those rich ass burleigh kids right. Exactly, i might of came from that skool, but im not like em. All those popular kids are like Noah and Brittiney Pippen. But i guess thats wuts kool im popular i guess but with normal kids not hot girlz and rich kids who can buy the latest 150 dollar shoe and those sidekick phones and their nice video gamez. But i hate havin 2 remember names i need a pen and paper right evrybodys name on a peice of paper take a photo there thats good 4 memory or get those stickers. Hi My Name is that wud be nice.